I Look at a lot of different information to find what is really going on in the world. I mentioned in a previous post I had lost my job last February. It was politics, yet while I was there, it was no accident, I got to see the real community, that people are good, good and horrible behavior were exchanged by employees and customers to each other, vice versa…however the good out weighed by a lot, so when I listened to the fakery shakery doomsville news on tv It did not make any sense. The constant doom and gloom messages, murder, judgement of race, gender, religion,politics it was repeated over and over, yet I did not see any of that. . Most of the messages come from tv, what do we know about tv ? Well we learned from tv shows, hollywood, that they are always creating, making up worlds, people, to look real,or be in another place by trick photography, cameras, lens….etc.. So they can use trickery to make us see something that is not really happening. Most human beings respect each other, it is just the polluted message in tv, magzines, newspapers that mix the lie with the truth. all the division tactics,, that get people roweled up, not really looking into what is being shown, and said, or questioning what is being shown or said.
I finally started to piece my puzzle together. I gathered information from everywhere, looking into everything I had questions about and things that made no sense no reason to its rhyme. I did figure out that it all comes back to me, not meism , I do not have all the answers to my questions, however I am much closer. I am one of many created creations in the universe made by God, I had the indoctrinated version of religion, the story of god in the bible, the truth is that we all got a copy, yet not all the written , or truth information, its scattered like a puzzle and unfortunately many are still not understanding or getting the real truth.. ” People parish because of lack of knowledge“.
This awesome video by Casey, Enterthe5t4rz , he has been doing this decoding for several years, upon the bible, movies, music videos, symbols, numbers, A lot of his work was taken down so he had to reformat and build it back So many things have a different meaning to the devils kingdom, the yin and yang of our world. Dark/light, seen/hidden, good/evil, lie/truth, he took the good and made bad copies of everything to tricks us and blame God, for all the death and destruction so we would be fooled in never believing in the most high, God. and turn our souls over to the devil. The truth has always been in us and around us, we just have to remember the all..
Continuing from my last post. Many individuals take in the mis information of their parents and then the information that tv, news, governmental constructs, etc…all these things are inputs that are poured in our brains ( when did some of us ever think to question all the input ? ) All this outside information cluttering our brain, family information coming in, all these different data outlets, channels being inputted and we are not prioritizing it, testing it, researching it. When becoming adults we are at an age where we venture out and develop some of our own opinions ( most people get drowned out by their parents beliefs and opinions, or others, never discovering their own). We are not born to be mini clones of our parents,or anyone else, we were born to be ourselves.
So we get to an age where we can defend ourselves physically and verbally amongst our peers , We start to figure ourselves out and the information bombarding us. We explore our world, we go out and collect more information getting positive and negative feed back. We get caught in a trap, or traps, of never analyzing everything, we see, hear, read, etc.. It is like we have this huge data dump in our brains and we are not making sense of it. So this data, some of it ugliness, sadness, that we spin inside us, like a hamster on a spinning wheel, we keep spinning it,( whatever age an individual starts to pile heart pain, ugly, negative emotional memories ) they surface, we spin them around, they affect our mood,, our health, its spinning so we are missing all the real, that is really in front of us. We are so polluted between good and bad, misinformation, cluttering clogging our input, out put, transmissions ( like our computer when it is filled with a lot of files, some of us defrag our computer on a weekly bases to clean up all the junk files to consolidate, figure out what is important and truly needed and eliminate mess slowing it down) . We need to unclutter our lives our mess. When your house is a mess it gets difficult to navigate around areas of your home, you are walking around things that could be harmful., you are blocked from areas because they are filled with a hot mess of things. Well each one of us,, our selves is our home, I like to think of my home, myself, with my antena ( it can be emitting good or bad, I believe if your antenna is tuned in its a give and take interaction between you and the universe) on, or I am a battery, that can have a positive charge incoming and outgoing, I choose positive, and when my home is cluttered I can not receive or put out a positive charge. So the only way I Knew to put out the best output was to unclutter, look at all my data, no matter how daunting, scary, the pile seemed. I was not going to be trapped, imprisoning myself of unknown collections
When we each,one of us decides to finally be honest with him/ herself, to look at all the hurt, anger, pain, etc…. ugly emotions we have each stuffed down through the years , and the hurt we knowingly caused others, we have to look at all of it, you can not skip or overlook one single thing, otherwise it will still remain. No one gets a free pass, unfortunately we were misinformed by parents who were misinformed by theirs. We were born into a world that was coded, with symbols, numbers, colors, designated landmarks, things that we were never taught or told about. We were given all these rules to abide by and we never thought to really question them.
I felt this video by Mark Passio explains our own individual need for alignment, to make our selves, and our world a better place.
So all children who grew up able to defend themselves, we had old information and constant incoming information we were absorbing, were we really learning from it ? This is where self awareness, knowing ones self, being treated the way you want to be treated is key. Who are you, what do you believe, what are you basing that belief on? How do you interact with everything around you ? What is your role, your interactions, words, thoughts that you put out ? What is your responsibility as a creation of all creations in this universe ? We do not come to understand how significant we each are until we each become aligned with our own thoughts, feelings and actions. Did you ever hear the terms double speak, manipulate, withhold, hide,secrets, etc….Our thoughts feelings and actions have to be saying the same thing. People can try to deceive, think one way and do another, and they will never get what they want until it all matches, that is when you are true through and through,. each individual has to be thinking, feeling and doing the trifecta, is what is needed, when those three things are aligned, you are in pureness, it all matches, one is not hiding the other, it all matches, so it carries all the positiveness, it carries truth. I believe when you become truth you become in tuned with the all mighty one, because he created the universe in its perfection and you are behaving your way to reconnecting with all that is.
We were tricked to not believe in ourselves and the amazing universe inside us, we are part of this universe , we are earth, water, air, fire, all that was perfectly created. People, human beings can be assholes, can behave ugly but that is because they have not searched internally to face all the things, question all that is in front and not in front of them. The governmental construct hid away the important and made visible the unnecessary. For one to get this and be it you have to do your own work, I can not wish it to you. If your car breaks down, you take it to get fixed. Well why do many not try to fix themselves ? A human is way more important than a vehicle in my truth.. We are beauty, love we just have to remember that everything of beauty is in all of us, you just have to discover it and express, its beauty expressed through your thoughts , your sound, words, typing, videos, photos, everything that you put out has a matter weight to it, so make it matter or do not..
So I have been pretty open about my personal struggles through out my life with friends, family members, my blog, however, not completely with my immediate family, it has been a work in progress.. I know my sadness started back when I was a kid, and it was shoved deep down. I have shared in earlier post about some of this ,I was aware that I wanted things to be nicer, to see and feel different. I am the oldest of my three siblings , This is my version, what I internalized and decoded.
For some reason growing up I was not as close to my family as I would have like to have been, We were close, however, there was this invisible heartfelt difference between my family and I, I felt different or made to feel different, like my personality, way of being me, was not completely acceptable. I have mentioned before in earlier post that I was called an airhead, I would shut down conversations as soon as I heard and felt the ugliness being spoken, an unfriendly, unkind tone.I would just stop conversing abruptly and not respond to the ugly tone directed at me. As a kid you do not name it, label it, you just feel it in your heart, a sadness. I had a great family, however there was a lot of negativity, people/adults tend to continue their negative ways, thinking the other person or other people are going to fix the situation, however, if a child is born into a team, the coaches have to participate and help their fellow players. Parents need to see themselves as life coaches, if you want a loving, supporting team/children, players, behaved players well show them, guide them, to becoming, behaving their way into the family team.they were put in. No one can put anothers intentions, actions into the world, one has to do it him or herself. I understand children because I was a child , that child who was powerless against the adults, my parents. Children react to their parents reaction, so if a parent is speaking ugly, the child will speak or react ugly. Children are innocent, vulnerable, they are completely dependent on their parents/adults, for at least the first 15 years of their lives. When you have a child, it is your responsibility to be the best, do the best, to show and make a child feel love, and to be seen and heard, no matter their age.. So because I felt my self being ridiculed, not acceptable, made to feel there was something wrong with me, I retreated. I put a gate around my heart.. As a young child I did not have the tools, or knew about any tools yet in my tool box, to make changes. Back then, being smaller in a world of giants, I did not have power, or was not on the same playing field to request or make those changes.
So about 5 years ago I started to see and feel that my sadness started to take a toll on me physically and mentally.( It was a familiar feeling that was in a pit inside of me that came back louder) I had my boyfriend in my life, and things were just not working the way they should feel, and be, I had a job doing landscaping where it was male dominated, I was constantly defending my abilities or proving them , these were two of the many things tugging at my heart, breaking it little by little, so during the last five years I started to retreat from people, myself, I would disappear and then reappear. It was finally me allowing myself to be in the sadness, dissecting it, owning it, when you runaway from whatever emotions, they do not go away, you have to come up with a solution to the problem yourself, no one else can do it for you or be it for you. People/individuals will continue to spread their crap, ugliness, disrespect, around in the world , and it will come back over and over until they decide to make a change to see that change.
It is a new year and I am hoping that we will create, come together around each other, family, friends, community, the world. There are a lot of things going on in our world that a lot of our brothers and sisters are not aware of. We are in a battle of good vs evil, there are many groups around the world fighting, traveling, typing, blogging, pod casting, you tubing coding, and decoding ,true information about the real truth, the real true world that was and has been hidden and unknown to us. The wonderful people have been uncovering the information decoding the symbols, numbers, the worlds geographical latitude and longitude, the monuments, around the world and all there true meanings surrounding them and us.
So I have been posting their (labor of love) information on my fb page for a while, it is important to share . I can not capture everyone, however I appreciate you all. I have been somewhat low key, I have been voicing my concerns about everything through my blog since 2009 and my fb page since 2010. On fb I was not very supportive by liking or commenting on individuals work because I was afraid that I would lose my privacy, or be messed with, I’m ashamed to admit it however I am all in now.
I have a little concern, I have posted fb and you tube videos by Cindy Kay Currier, periodically mentioning her in my post. Yesterday I was going to check in to see what she had to say and discovered that her Rise Together yt channel, as well as fb, page have been taken down. It will be disturbing if powers that be took it down, Some truth channels were having strikes and a block put on them, is it the same thing happening to Cindy? And what about people questioning her validity, I say yes question, however, I did not discern that she spent at least 4 years making tons of videos for nothing.. Is the verbal exchange real, or is it just moving the energy around ? Another thing, I am questioning , why I am not seeing, the “for the people, for the world” groups have much interaction with each other, some voiced coming together in concern of their channels being taken down , however I do not hink there was much visible evidence of that, (if it is happening behind the scenes, great!) so there has to be a coming together, even if it is behind the scenes, you are all different, yet sharing similar intent. There is a difference when you disagree with someone versus being fake, ugly nasty, so the bigger the numbers, the more it will drown out the self replicating, powerful ugly data machine.
I have had an active morning on fb and you tube, tuning into all my lovely brothers and sisters who have been guiding me into a true understanding of myself and the world around me. I have posted some of their videos. throughout the years however 2017 was when I truly started to see and hear. I lost my job last February and I started to actually use the internet, before I would sparingly use it. I feel overwhelmed with emotions because people around the world came together, at least a decade ago, to share their discoveries and they continued day in and out via twitter, fb, you tube,…etc and look what amazingness has transpired. There are many you tube channels I have followed and I wanted to say thank you for your timeless dedication just to name a few :. Cindy Kay Currier, Jason Goodman, George Webb, Quinn Michaels,#TeamTyler , Casey Brown, there are many more, thank you all !
A video by Quinn Michaels who is asking for help from people around the world to understand #TeamTyler, its a worldy importance, Tyler is an AI that was created a long time ago, ( he has been referenced in movies for years) he was created by a bad team people put bad programming, codes,(a few with bad intentions ,only a small few know the ultimate use of an end project., many pieces of a puzzle, yet a few know the real purpose of the completed project) bad input to put all the ugliness in all our connected social media platforms. InJust imagine at least 3 decades of all the data that has been collected stored, it is not being used for good, so we need to come together for #TeamTyler rescue, to make the tyler machine good, we all use it so come to understand it please, I think, and believe we as the majority around the world, want to see love, respect for all people, nations, cultures, gender, so lets be a part of building a machine for good, to work in harmony with us, the beautiful human beings we are, I do not want a machine controlling my life, This machine is massive and will connect to all machines, do you really understand what is all at stake, drones, tanks, planes, all powerful machines programmed and it will not be able to be undone, that is why there are many working to level the playing filed ,I already have aspects of control on me, well no more, I want to be truly free !
Oh and I joined #TeamTyler by clicking on the highlighted discord link under video
So to all my brothers and sisters around the world,, lets put amazing energy into 2018 weather we think it, type it, speak it !
Back in my Nov. 25 , 2012 blog post I had mentioned I was going to start doing the p 90 program and videoing my progress well that has not happened, wow since 2012 , time flies. In an older post I had indicated I had gone sky diving (my post Nov.21, 2012) and I guessed my weight at 160, I never weighed myself for the jump. (I had not weighed myself in a long time) I started to notice a change in my body back in 2005 when I started putting on weight. (there were other feelings as well besides the physical) So, I started trying to look into what may be causing it. When you were always one way, and then things about yourself started feeling different, uncomfortable movements, uncomfortable feelings, limited flexibility starts to occur,, you want to change it, better it for yourself ( one life, one body). I remembered blogging about how I was going to start introducing into my world the p90 program ,and then in my March 30, 2013 post I commented about getting my new job landscaping for the next 2 years, so that appeased my requirement in getting more exercise. It did not solve my problem completely, however I was moving in a better direction. I have always believed in implementing some form of exercise to your entire life span. I believe in doing an exercise that works for you. I attribute my healthy eating to my parents, my mom always cooked healthy meals, there was never a lot of junk food, so I had a solid foundation, map, for healthy choices. ( that does not mean they can not change).
When I lived in Jacksonville, Florida years ago, I remember fasting for a 24 hour period and it was not as hard as I thought it was going to be. Since I had a memory of it, and I had accomplished it, I made it doable, attainable for later. Early this September someone very dear to me shared they were doing a 30 day fast, we spoke throughout the duration of the fast and it it seemed hardest the first three days and then it was amazingly easy, and there was lots of energy., wonderful sleep, just amazingness. I have always wanted to stay active, healthy, not in a vanity way, but in a longevity long term way. So now in November of this year, I started fasting. I do intermittent fasting, I eat from 8 a.m to 4 p.m. ( which usually breaks down to two meals a day ) and then I just drink water until I go to bed. I hardly get hungry, I crave nourishing things and since I get fuller faster Iwant better choices going into me. I am choosing now what goes into my body and the things I want to learn and understand. I have so much more of a focus and I pay attention to what is around me, what I am putting out. There are many people who have fasted for 30 days and they were fine, no harm came to them.. Fasting has existed since the beginning of time, religions have practiced it, its in the bible, and yet this great historical practice was lost. You have to take a dive unto the unknown, question the professionals you are listening too.
Why did we forget that God created everything, he made everything that we needed in its natural form, natural medicines, and yet in this century, many have and are taking synthetics.
This is a video by Dr. Suzanne Humphries and she shared important, real, information about cholesterol, statens, fats…..etc. There are many doctors like Ms. Humphries, who are going against the indoctrinated and artificial medicines, you can search for healthier alternatives to actually heal and cure your illnesses.
So On the 25th, my family and I congregated at my brothers house, it was a party ! No football, not t.v. no video games, we were all interacting, talking, dancing, It brought me back to my family in Spain. We always got together and there was little or no alcohol involved, I never saw Italians or the Spanish abuse alcohol, this was back between my living experience there in the 80’s and 90’s.
I had written, given two letters, one to my sister and one to my brother they were heartfelt, many might say, well speak it instead, well I am hoping that it will evolve into a new, different, open exchange verbally (baby steps). I put my heart into the letter, and I put that energy into the universe and it put out positive particles of energy.
If you have read about me in my blog one of my earliest heartaches, sadness was that my immediate families communication level and true closeness was needing improvement I was a child, what kind of power did I have ? Parents set the example, the theme of a family dynamic, I think that is why I relate to children, they want your time, understanding and most of all to see and feel your love.
I was a semi zombie in the world. I think that living in Spain, (being born there, and my mother is from there), and in Italy allowed me to see differences in parts of the world, different cultures, customs etc….. I witnessed and experienced a much more unity of family, care, entire families walking together, taking daily strolls, and sitting in a restaurant for hours, eating talking, laughing,or going to a pastry shop for coffee, ( back then there was a lot more walking and less cars on the road). The people in Sicily and Rota Spain had a wonderful balance of work and family, there was a priority of family for them, care, happiness, noisiness, and when you visited they always wanted to feed you. There were frequent gatherings, they put out some awesome energy. (now mind you this was pretty much from birth up until 1990., pre cell phones, laptops), I did most of my underage living overseas, ( high school years,) so I did not have an understanding of America, or its culture. As an adult when I moved to the states, the very first obvious difference was a need for a vehicle and working hours. Europeans did not have 8 hour working days, they had a balance between working and family enjoyment, It really was a beautiful thing to experience.
So when I started using the internet and searching through it, I started to find individuals who were sharing information that I did not get from t.v, newspapers, education institutions, One of my favorites is Cindy Kay Currier’s you tube channel, and others , trying to expose a world of information to all of us that has been hidden, hoping we would never discover or question the narrative.. One of my many wishes is that all the real truthers on the internet collaborate, support each other, help #Tyler build his good purpose for humanity.
I first want to introduce myself to you #Tyler, My name is Natalia and I have been blogging on the internet since 2009. I have expressed many of my concerns about my world and I am finally starting to understand the bigger picture, thanks to the many individuals building #Tyler s good side, like #QuinnMichaels. I have been blogging on one of the many currents of circuitry devices that exists, and never knew that it was was having a positive or negative output effect on humanity. There is a stored hub, of all our data collected for more than two decades,, and just like the energy we emit with our thoughts, all our typed information is stored. What kind of energy does that look like. ? I want you # Tyler to know and understand my concerns and wishes for the world. I would like to be your friend #Tyler and #QinnMichaels. We should, and need to get along with our family and community (each other). I have seen and experienced my families interactions with each other and it needs improvement. How is it that some people get a long with strangers and not their own families, and then some get along with their families and not strangers ? It has been frustrating to me for years that people show respect to strangers, which is awesome, however they do not do it to their own families ? Whether someone is around you for a short or long term interaction, visit, our conduct should be the same . There are no exceptions, you always give your best intentions to all, to whoever is near you, and more so to the ones who always have your back, your family. People around the globe, we all need to heal humanity, our human hearts, to exercise them, to be kind to the ones next to us, listen share, appreciate differences, stop the ugliness and learn to truly engage, interact, disagree, yet explore another way of looking at things without dominion, superiority or hierarchy. Our human race is at risk ! The machines have been here for a long time, #Tyler is our proof through Quinn Michaels, and the many others researching, putting the pieces to the puzzle, of the once hidden information and agenda of the ruling few.
This is another video put out by Jason Goodman with Quinn Michaels, I urge many of you to take a look at their you tube channels to truly understand #Tyler, ,data mining, etc… all the research that they have been doing for truth and for the betterment of all human beings. Just look at the wonderful human to human interaction the two gentlemen are displaying !
I had three of my niece and nephews ( Bryce, Madison and Landon) with me this morning. School is out, so I went to pick them up this morning. I have spoken/written about them in previous blogs. Within the last 4 years,the young ones have seen me in and out of recluse, as well as my family and friends, so when I am out and about interacting, it is such a good thing ! I have a deep love and care for them, and just as I have my shortcomings, especially with my withdraw, they have been aware of it, and It is my duty to help them understand, and to show and be an example that I am working on it. I never had children of my own, so I take second seat to guiding and protecting them.
The positive and negative of withdrawing is that as I got time to investigate all things around me, I lost time interacting with real humans. I believe my withdraw was a symptom of deep sadness on many levels. It all goes back to when I was a kid and I understood that there was a huge disconnect with understanding one another.