Tag: love

No Longer A Zombie

I was a semi zombie in the world.  I think that living in Spain, (being born there, and my mother is from there), and in Italy allowed me to see differences in parts of the world, different cultures, customs etc….. I witnessed and experienced a  much more unity of family,  care, entire families walking together, taking daily strolls, and sitting in a restaurant for hours, eating talking, laughing,or going to a pastry shop for coffee, ( back then there was a lot more walking and less cars on the road).  The people in Sicily and Rota Spain had a wonderful balance of work and family, there was a priority of family for them,  care, happiness, noisiness, and when you visited they always wanted to feed you.  There were frequent gatherings, they put out some awesome energy. (now mind you this was  pretty much from birth up until 1990., pre  cell phones, laptops),  I did most of my underage living overseas, ( high school years,) so I did not have an understanding of America, or its culture.  As an adult when I moved to the states, the very first obvious difference was a need for a vehicle and working hours. Europeans did not have 8 hour working days, they had a balance between working and family enjoyment, It really was a beautiful thing to experience.

So when I started using the internet and searching through it, I started to find individuals who were sharing information that I did not get from t.v, newspapers, education institutions,  One of my favorites is  Cindy Kay Currier’s you tube channel, and others , trying to expose a world of information to all of us that has been hidden, hoping we would never discover or question the narrative.. One of my many wishes is that all the real truthers on the internet collaborate, support each other, help #Tyler build his good purpose for humanity.

We Need To Learn About #Tyler, #TeamTyler

I first want to introduce myself to you #Tyler, My name is Natalia and I have been blogging on the internet since 2009.  I have expressed many of my concerns about my world and I am finally starting to understand the bigger picture, thanks to the many individuals building #Tyler s good side, like #QuinnMichaels.  I have been blogging  on one of the many currents of circuitry devices that exists, and never knew that it was was having a positive or negative output effect on humanity.  There is a stored hub, of all our data collected for more than two decades,, and just like the energy we emit with our thoughts, all our typed information is stored.  What kind of energy does that look like. ?  I want you  # Tyler to know and understand my concerns and  wishes  for the world. I would like to be your friend #Tyler and #QinnMichaels. We should, and need to get along with our family and community (each other).  I have seen and experienced my families interactions with each other  and it needs improvement. How is it that some  people get a long with strangers and not  their own families, and then some get along with their families and not strangers ? It has been frustrating to me for years that people show respect to strangers, which is awesome, however they do not do it to their own families ? Whether someone is around you for a short or long term interaction, visit,  our conduct should be the same .  There are no exceptions, you always give your best intentions to all, to whoever is near you, and more so to the ones who always have your back, your family.  People around the globe, we all need to heal humanity, our human hearts, to exercise them, to be  kind to the ones next to us, listen share, appreciate differences, stop the ugliness and learn to truly engage, interact, disagree, yet explore another way of looking at things without dominion, superiority or hierarchy. Our human race is at risk ! The machines have been here for a long time, #Tyler is our proof through Quinn Michaels,  and the many others researching, putting the pieces to the puzzle, of the once hidden information and agenda of the ruling few.

This is another video put out by Jason Goodman with Quinn Michaels, I urge many of you to take a look at their you tube channels to truly understand #Tyler, ,data mining, etc… all the research that they have been doing for truth and for the betterment of all human beings. Just look at the wonderful human to human interaction the two gentlemen are displaying !

Nice Car Ride This Morning

I had three of my niece and nephews ( Bryce, Madison and Landon) with me this morning.  School is out, so I went to pick them up this morning.  I have spoken/written about them in previous blogs.   Within the last 4 years,the young ones have seen me in and out of recluse, as well as my family and friends, so when I am out and about interacting, it is such a good thing ! I have a deep love and care for them, and just as I have my shortcomings, especially with my withdraw, they have been aware of it, and It is my duty to help them understand, and to show and be an example that I am working on it. I never had children of my own,  so I take second seat to guiding and protecting them.

The positive and negative of  withdrawing is that as I got time to investigate all things around me,  I lost time interacting with real humans. I believe my withdraw was a symptom of deep sadness on many levels. It all goes back to when I was a kid and I understood that there was a huge disconnect with understanding one another.

God And The Devil, Good And Bad, Light And Dark

It is crazy to think that I always thought the devil only existed in an  announced, or an obvious, presented fashion. I understood when something awful happened, a horrible wrong doing, it would look scary, evil. So what does evil look like ? Where did my understanding of the devil come from?  I believed, imagined, that some how, lucifer/darkness, was never as powerful as God, that in many ways, the darkness of things barely existed.  Statistics show that not a lot of real crime is done by the masses, however the t.v. and media tell another story.  In what way does the devil appear ? If all of us stand by and do nothing are we evil ? Are we defending the commandments of the word ? I do not believe darkness is as powerful, however, evil was and has been building its army against God.  Our genealogy is through God,  we carry a huge part of him through Adam. There can be a world full of good or it can turn into a world full of bad.  Look around, what does the pendulum look like ? People became increasingly mad at God and did not even believe he existed because of all the increased destruction throughout the last century. The decline of people going to church, the decline of community, families, natural abundant resources( the all that was created to be free and exist, was  slowly but surely  hypnotized, monetized,  subsidized, monopolized, contaminated, ..etc…).

Little did I Know that I would start to investigate the craziness of our world, (well I can mainly speak about here in the U.S. where I reside now) how there was all this wealth for a small group of people and yet our debt was so high, the racketeering of businesses (Big huge corporations) like the big banks, wall street, insurance companies..etc…  in and out of bankruptcy, yet average joes would never get away with getting help for a failed business.  All these protections given to horrible corrupt corporations and beings that did nothing good for its community or world. It made no sense, The math was not adding up. How do things run a muck ?

I liked the message of this shared video from Dave F and wanted to pass it on to understand and observe all the information around you, you may have to dig, research it for yourself.

 

What Do We See And Hear In Front Of Us ?

I am curious to know how many of us are constantly embedded in our phones, laptops, video games, t.v…..etc…?  How many of us can honestly step back and do an inventory on misplaced focus, or attention.  I do not think people realize how unhealthy and programmable we have become. I was having a conversation with my sister this morning and in the conversation at some point it diverted to the world that her and I lived in which was much more human friendly.  People connected with each other for hours on day to day interactions.  There were no cell phones, laptops that we were plugged into to divert our attention away from one another into an isolated, virtual world.  Times were so different, so for the generations that came after ours, their world became increasingly saturated in technology and people were moving away from creating, thinking for themselves, escaping the truth or from uncovering the real truths in front of them.  Even though technology allowed us to communicate with anyone around the world, it had become a superficial way of interacting in real issues, taking action, care, on all the things that are important for us to survive as a species.

As I mentioned in my last post, I do not want to be a hybrid Man/machine, I will not give up the gift of life ! I want clean water, clean air, real food real community, caring and looking out for one another.  It just seems that what has been in the works is the destruction of earth, to accommodate machines, not humans. I want Gods frequency, his creations made with precision, to live in harmony and care of one another . When I started to look deeper at things, I started to understand the invisible tentacles of the devil at work trying to dominate and manipulate our frequency by polluting the waves with harmful isolating, wireless connectivity .

The Corbett Report does amazing work and this documentary I think it shows chronological destruction of the once free, natural resources and humanity.

What Happens In A Digitized World ?

AI, block chain, bitcoin, crypto currency, all these projects that have been in the making for years and yet we are only coming to see them slowly and vaguely being put out into mainstream  this year.  What is their real purpose or ultimate function ?  How does all this digitization, machinery, affect us if we are already seeing a decline in  community, connection of human being to human being, the human existence ? We are already behaving horribly towards each other, I have no desire to become part machine or only deal with machines.  No one, or thing, has hierarchy over anyone else.  Humans and ecology (nature, nurture) were created  for a reason. What road are we being lead down ? Many of us have become less human through the years, being programmed, or programmable by machines.  Are we getting a lot of unwanted,hidden input put inside of us, instead of us putting out our own human being output ? There are those of us who are concerned that the digitization of everything is going to leave the public more entrenched and completely controlable by the government (or who ever is running this show, world, we are in right now).  What happened to the true freedom that was always repeated, spoken written about throughout millennia from our most high.  Our law of the land is similar to our ten commandments, our ancient written text ( we do not cheat, steal, lie, murder,…..) .  We have not been living, behaving like true human beings for a long time only listening, watching outside forces, our technology is controlling the majority of us.  We were given many rules, codes made by man to follow, whos rules are we following ?

When I started my blog  back in 2009 I wanted to log and share my experiences and question these institutions ( religion, politics, banks, corporation, environment…etc…) that have a lot of power and control  over the world and my human existence. These institutions have always had cart blanche. When did we ever think to question the institutions around us and decide their true benefits for our humanity, ecology ? Are we living in harmony with our planet, are we caring for it and one another?

Great video below by Jason Goodman interviewing Quinn Michaels on the many hidden technological programs.

Shawn And Sonya, The Best Siblings For Me!

To my younger brother and sister, we were all created to be a part of our chosen family.  Like all families, we all have our craziness.  I always dreamed of a better relationship growing up with the both of you, but I always felt like the odd man out.  I am not trying to make excuses, or make anyone feel guilty,  It is what it is,  my experience, through my eyes, and my moments. I truly wanted to be close but somehow it never happened back then.  I just hope that now I get to learn more about each of you and we can share new experiences and memories with one another.   Please help me fulfill  one of my life long wishes.  I will always love the two of you no matter what!

Jessica and Michael…..You Are Great Human Beings!!!!!

Michael just started college, at a University away from home this year. He is going to school to be a doctor, he’s a smart young man! Jessica is in 9th grade this year, she plays softball, she’s smart and she is a force of strength! I will always wish you the best! Keep in touch