So far in my 46 years of life I have had very few instances of heartbreak. Thru the journey of life we lose important people close to us, or certain things come to a tragic end. My parents are moving on in age, the natural progression of life is that the elders pass on before the young, however we know that is not true. My family is still in tact, they are all still here with me and I have to live and experience it for as long as I have it.
Some people face a broken heart earlier in life. I wonder if someone can be so emotionally scarred that they never live an open honest life of being vulnerable ever again? Our brain and our heart, two of the major life sustaining organs we live by that effect our emotional and physical wellness. Most people expose their heart to the people they love. It can bring you to your knees when you have journeyed through life with the most beautiful unconditional loves your heart and mind have been privileged to experience.
We do not always do the best with our time, or really show or verbalize our truest vulnerable self, we all do what we know how at the time, that is why we have to dig deep within our self when we want to be an example of what we want in our life. When our communication and actions do not convey or express what we truly want to say, or what we need, we should always aspire to strive for that, be better to ourselves and to the world inclusive around us! We never know when things will no longer be visible, tangible, responsive, final to us.
The horrible school shooting of innocent children is unspeakable. Animals, children, the elderly are a no no on my list of people to harm. I am in no way advocating to hurt anyone, however, in fighting you fight people your own size, able to defend themselves.
There are people who snap, and then there are people that have issues for many years. Mental health, the mind is a powerful thing, and not everything will have answers.
I had a brief conversation with my brother and his wife regarding guns. It should always ignite conversation about what is going on in our country, how to improve it ( when our bill of rights come into question, write to your congressman ) . Anytime something horrible of this magnitude happens it gives government the opportunity to take more of our freedoms away, we have to think that bad things are going to happen, however we can take action to solve it in a logical way, to lower incidents or the access to them. The NRA was established for a reason, it is not a bunch of shoot em up fanatics, they stand for our freedom and our protection. My boyfriend had a great idea of arming teachers . Train teachers to use a gun,or have some form of weapon to defend themselves and their students. Our 2nd amendment in the United States Constitution is the right to bear arms and that is not negotiable. I want and I have the right to protect myself against my government, or any hostile take over. There is no discussion, guns do not kill people, people kill people.
Another non typing period………..The brain is the mother hub of our anatomy. I will at some point write about my fascination of the human brain, however, for now, I just wanted to shine a light on it in passing. The magnificent neurons at work allow me to rearrange, reflect, redirect, retrieve, redefine etc. For myself in this decade, its interpreting my surroundings and the interaction of the world with a new set of eyes . Each decade there is a shift , becoming quieter and going within, is a new direction.