Category: Nat’s Freedom

Heart And Mind Of A Child To Adult

I have never been married.  I recovered from tremendous heart ache after a couple of years of struggling, wanting a real change. I shared that heartache for me stemmed earlier on in my childhood, wanting to feel love and to see it displayed. It was a sum of things that was saddness, I always understood kindness, caring, sharing, however, it was not being lived to the fullest with people around me or in the world. So I protected my heart, however It was not hardened.  From a very young age, and I posted about this in a aboutnat post that I had a strong awareness about myself, that even though I had pain, heartache I still marched on to my own beat. I never wavered, I never sold myself out to anything or anyone.  Some where in my divine being I knew I was more than flesh and bones and pain. There is self examination, that every one must do,  If you do not understand yourself, how will someone else ?  To understand yourself you have to understand your creator, the one and only who created the all.  So I am in a place now where I have new eyes and ears, my life was transformed when I let God in my heart , he was in my mind, however I never got it until I did.  Once I asked for forgiveness,  the truth about God, his beauty, selflessness of unconditional love is really ignored and so underrated.  I get sad still when I see such ugliness being done by many, many people do not truly understand their ugly ways.  I am sad and afraid that many of my brothers and sister may never come to really understand his awesomeness. I am excited for the new adventures, a new true and deep love, who knows what awaits this heart and mind of mine, I’m excited and open to the magnificence of it all now, and this time I will not settle for anything or anyone less.

I caught this video last night live streaming about 40 minutes into its stream, this is another amazing brothers yt channel On Point Preparedness

Memories Within The Heart And Mind

It is 2:20 in the morning, woke up and had to type what was in my heart and mind..

In this journey of my life , it is like moments, memories are being shown through different people, I have tears streaming down my face as I type. .Living in Spain, Sicily, Florida,, California,, visited Iowa,  Maine,  North Carolina, Mississippi, and Texas. I have had just priceless human connections, ,experiences that I will always carry, just like I know what sadness is, or feels like.  Within the last year and a half, new people that I have connected with on some level with, my conscience, reminds me, takes me back to those moments in time, its a huge hug and reminder to my heart.

Most of my upbringing was done in Spain and Sicily, so I feel that in those cultures,  family connection, discussion, food celebration is what grounded me.  My mother is from Spain and my father from Iowa, so I already had two different cultures  inside me. I missed out on my family in Iowa, where I gained it in Spain. There is a different kind of passion,  the way of living has differences.   I’m not sure really how to translate or describe the experience, children could be kids, playing outside with nature, making true face to face connections without any devices, just a peer of  youngstervilles.  I have had a tremendous life, regardless of some heart break. I think about  the people that were in my life, and  who shared that time and  space  with me, some I have reconnected with. through fb.

Another great brother, Robins Hood yt channel,  I may have posted a link or video before however he is caring for his fellow men and women around the world, like all the other brothers and sisters I post, I may not get every  caring youtuber, blogger, website, however I will try !

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California Is On My Mind

So I chose to work for the school board to see and understand the nutrition children are getting, just a real perspective of elementary, middle, and high school. I cook however this is on another level A couple of concerns already  in the group of children from k-5, a lot of them are unruly. These are our children and our future.  I am not a mother, I have not  had a child, however I have a special place in my heart for children because I understand the true beauty that existed until outside forces changed or put limits on them..

This current job brings me back to when I lived in California,  for 2 years at the Rosicrucian fellowship. I posted about this back on January 7, 2010.  I was there between 2005-2007.  I was not a member, however, I did not know the link of the Rosicrucians to the veiled web, so I was probably in some bad company and never knew it. The truth is there are many churches that operate covertly and do horrible things to our children, the sex scandals in churches never ended, they still continue. It was heaven and hell. ( the hell was an incident that happened to me there, and then personal struggles in my relationship)I loved the community, different people from around the world. It was 40 acres of heaven,  I landscaped and worked in the kitchen, with some amazing ladies and it was just simply great energy, and when cooking , really anything you do, you should be putting out great energy,that is what makes love go round and everything better. Now as a warrior sometimes you will be very blunt, a straight shooter, use colorful language however words never hurt anyone, ugly actions do.

So 13 years later I am back in a kitchen working with ladies to prepare the meals for the children. It also reminds me of a good documentary that Michael Moore did when he traveled around the world. I will have to elaborate more on that tomorrow.

Nothing New Under The Sun

My title of yesterdays post has such deep levels because all the wonders of the world have always been here we were just not given access to all the lovely beauty of it all. The seed of lucifer has been alive since the beginning of creation.. Our history is distorted and hidden, look around the world at all the monuments, obelisks . the similarities in architecture, there was a luciferian seed team that has been around for millennia, bad masons , mafia, Illuminati, all these gangs  teams working together in secret ,hence secret societies. Their markings, signs are all over the world..  People that look like you and me, however, very evil, vile doing all kinds of criminal activities. at work, our true history is not what we were told or learned. Most of these people are the really wealthy, follow the money in every institution, not all the wealthy individuals are bad , however a good chunk of them. The vatican, monarchs, presidents, congressmen, prime ministers, free masons, shriners, law enforcement, courts, judges, attorneys, social workers, charities, many  are all woven into our society under a hidden agenda. The longitude and latitude of all the pyramids in the world line up, there  is no coincidence. The cutting of the stones,  the precision, the technology had a lot to do with free energy, electricity, magnetism. Under all the pyramids are tunnels to water, people , cultures had this technology way back when, we are not the modern century !.



We Will Discover New, Even Though It Isn’t

There is a ton of Intel on line that you will not get on msm, main streem media, here are a few : this a 24/7 live feed stream and th q new posts,/ updates

There is such a community of people putting out awesome videos about what is really going on in the world, I try to always post a new brother or sister.. Oh so this a mind blowing discovery, well not discovery.  Jared Leto ,  human being/an actor, well I knew  he had a band , however never heard it ! I had not been paying a lot of attention to music, I love i,t however, it just was not something I had tracked for a while.   I had mentioned I had joined twitter for the first time, back on January 20th of this year. I was looking at tweets and Quinn Michaels had tweeted a video , so I clicked on it and it was 30 seconds to mars and I see that Mr. Leto is singing and I was just excited,amazed, so then I went on to their yt channel and started checking his band/ music out and I just enjoyed it.  I liked the music,  however, what struck me was his being , the fact that he is in a band with his brother, the talent, singing, instruments, I saw a being who was alive !  A person who pursued their passion no matter what, when you do what you love it is playful work,its work, however time gets lost. He seems to have a balance between fame and his feet grounded.

It was important for me to share this because not all of hollywoodites are empty vessels, or have been misled to another God that they serve. Yes just like people have faith in God there are many that follow lucifer, they believe he is the only one true God..  It is never to late for any one to ask for forgiveness, no matter what, however, you have to really want it.  As I titled a previous  post, we are all sinners in one way or another.  This was the song he had tweeted.  This one just spoke to me a little more.

Unlock Your Heart, Mind And Body

This has been a lovely,exciting, yet, saddening, and angry time period.  When You finally understand, see your real world, you want the ugliness to end and our new way of living,, being, to begin.  There is so much we have to come to understand about our world, math, science, medicine, our abilities that were all hidden from us, yes hidden.  These systems, were never here to help or improve us I have mentioned many times we are living in the beast system, satans kingdom.  God gave us free will until we destroy and allow all the horrible things happening to human beings and mother earth, and it is here. Our earth and ourselves  both have to exist together in harmony. We are not above any other species, we work together, we give and get.

I have been graced with Gods love to see and hear what is around me, I have been reborn to truly make my life and my world a better place, I always wanted peace within my heart no matter the chaos however in the midst of the chaos I have peace in my heart because no matter what I will do, be, his love, my love will drive me.  Nothing or no one can break me, hurt me,  I have a loving heart and it can hurt for a minute, well before I would hurt for a while, when you have had such deep love and you lose it, or you have to walk away, it feels like your heart will never be whole again, however you need your heart to continue on, and those lost loves, you will keep them with you in your heart always.   Its crazy, how our mind and heart can work amazingly together if you synchronize yourself with your thoughts, feelings actions. Things can be so unbearable yet so lovely., however I keep going in my world,  understanding its beauty and waiting to see the rest of it !

Yesterday I took my niece to get a manicure and pedicure.  Loved it I do not paint my nails always I like to go more natural.  I have been on a natural path for a while.  I became a vegetarian back around 1996, I do eat fish now and then, some chicken however for the most part, I consume vegetables and fruits. I started intermittent fasting back in November, that I posted, and I am starting to notice a loosening of my clothes.. I have not weighed myself, I should have when I started however I will,its not really the number however it is a map to where I was and where I am at.  I never had a problem with my weight until 2005 and when you have always been one way in movement, flexibility uninterrupted, not painful, to then the weight changes, limitations, difficulties , you want to fix it and change it.  I want to move around freely until my last breath !

Many have Sinned, Ask For Forgiveness, And Forgive

We the people of our world have blood on our hands.  When we do not stand to defend anything precious , innocent, being harmed, raped, killed in such a vile manner, we are all guilty.  We are to fight against oppression, harm, murder, mistreatment to any human being, animal, nature period !  Our world was created by God however satan dominates the earth, he fell and he has been weaving his web around everything natural and putting in his ugly copy and we believed a copy.  When will we all wake up and look to ask for forgiveness for what we participated in and turned a blind eye, sat on our booties in front of satans tv beveling many lies !

HighImpact Flix   has done many great videos to help save his brothers and sisters from  deceivers,  many may not like to hear it , however it is the truth, many were tricked and then continued to participate, people in the military and all who supported them around the world..  The majority of people defended supporting the killing of humans, destroying cities, and their cultures.  In my  more recent posts I have spoken about how we all have to come to the horrible truth that we have sat by and let horrible things happen to humans, animals, our earth.  Every single one of us has to own our complicity.  It starts with how we treat our family, community,  people, animals , ecology, around the world.  forgive our selves for trespassing and those who trespassed against us. 

Many of us have a lot of work to do, to come to the real understanding of the fake world, copy, the satan kingdom we are participating in. Each one has to come to his and her accountability of the ugliness we bought and paid for.  We have to stop funding all the bad institutions, military, hospitals,  pharmaceuticals , government, hollywood, courts, prisons, it is all connected and if we stop participating, it will all end. We can work to a love, caring, sharing world  putting back , re introducing all the awesome natural resources, free energy that always existed ! There is many layers to this onion, and if we have faith we may get to live heaven on earth !  I would like to live heaven right now !

Is Your Church Really Bringing You To Your Most High ?

There is a troubling feeling I have had for years, I stopped going to church because churches to me were an empty building, many frequent them however no one changes their ways. The sermons in the bible do not cut it, there is more that is not being said and taught.  Many churches have been indoctrinated, and a lot of them are fronts for horrible things.  Our institutions have all been usurped right under our noses. I am not judging anyone’s religion, however our world would be a beautiful place if people really understood and had faith in God.   I speak very matter of fact because he is in my heart, in every part of my being, and because I chose to find him, comeback to the beauty that always was, I am graced with amazing love.  I do not have ugliness in my thoughts, heart or actions, I am completely truthful in my interactions, whether it be human beings, animals, etc… I respect all that is created by him. I do not put myself above anyone, however I will defend anything that is harmful to any of his creations.,

Another brother  On Point Preparedness helping to bring important helpful information to our world.

We Are All In This Together, Reach Out, Support One Another

I hope that all the truth workers are remembering that this is not a popularity contest, we must support unite with each other.  Our goal is to share, collaborate open are arms to others to collaborate, reach out to one another, work on projects together if needed.  There are so many great people that I have come across  on the internet and I would love to see everyone supporting each other, we have to be the example we want to see !

With all the evilness that has been done we still do not know who was really involved and who was misled, and who played a part to bring the ugly to light,  just like the masses who have followed the beast system, and participated in the demise of humanity and mother earth.

My life has been changed through my searching for years, the wonderful alternate media community, everything guided me to my real love and devotion to the one and only true God.  It makes me cry that many may never come to understand this beauty, and mis out on the true way that we are suppose to be, in love and harmony with all beings and mother earth.  You can not be it until you respect and love the all, you are everything, everything is you.  It is all in and outside of you. I get angry , my heart aches, so I can not even imagine God, he gave us free will, and many do not believe he exists, he sacrificed his son for us so we would have proof, that they dwell within us. We are encoded with the all.  The beast and his fake world, fake copy of  crap, all the crap in our lives is crap, let it all go ! Materialism is not the way to love caring, sharing.  We are suppose to look out for each other, not tear each other apart and think we are better than anyone.  The beast has been guiding many to his side.  Wake up and take inventory of what you have , and what you have done to better someones life, heart, needs whether in your family, a friend, a stranger, what injustice have you stood up to whether it be human, animal, ecosystem ?  We all live on this beautiful planet, when are we all going to stand up for it and the people in it ?  No ones life can really be free until we all help free everything that has been mistreated, harmed.

Start Doing Inventory Of Your Actions, Contributions To The World

Yesterday, I went to work, oh yeah, I started last Monday. I am at an elementary school grades pre k-5.   They asked me if I wanted to stay til early next week because their worker is still not able to return back til then., and it was not a problem. I have an opportunity to travel in all the schools in my county to see their food situation. We have to get out, get active, be involved with everything that sustains us, people, plants, animals.  We have to reeducate ourselves to what is the real true nature of ourselves and our history.

Great video by HighImpact Flix YouTube Caught by YouTuber in Test + Gross Super Bowl Idolatry??  I could not share however you should check it out by clicking on HighImpact Fix .

So I will add another awesome video, I have added him before, Mr.  Unity Collective I just felt I needed to post their work.  They have been doing videos, just like all the other videos I post of brothers and sisters around the world wanting to show you, inform you of a better way to be , act, make a change in your world.  Do not keep following the fake, lying narratives, they lead humanity, mother earth to destruction.  We have been following unlawful rules, ways of thinking, acting, being for a century in our life time.  It is time to be free the way our most high intended, do you really understand this ?