I had been struggling for a while in my life, I had 3 or 4 episodes between 2014 and 2017 that I just retreated and did not want contact with anyone, I withdrew, and my body and mind were telling me so. I had time to go within myself and to figure out my, mistakes, hurts, failures, etc.. You have to be willing to be raw and honest with yourself, look at yourself, forgive yourself, love yourself. If you can not be, and live with you, it will never work with anything or anyone. I needed to go back and remember that I was made perfect with love and that I needed to get back to that. I had a lot of unnecessary storage to get rid of, and to release myself from my prison of pollution. I wanted to be and live in the manner that God had blessed me with, he gave this gift, this way of being to everyone. I had not been to a church in decades, I was raised catholic, however I looked at churches and thought for all the churches in the world, we should have a better world. Where was God, if we are all Christians mirroring his divines ?
For all the churches, why do we have such a division among our brothers and sister? Well at my last job, something clicked, I met and spoke to many brothers and sister of the community and their faith, their beauty, was apparent to me that the information displayed on tv, newspaper, magazines and some over the internet was a lie, trickery to present a lie about humanity and mother nature, or they were creating a narrative to divide us. One example, look at hollywood, it is made up by actors, it is a lie,they get sucked, tucked, modified in every which way into idols, and we think they display true beauty. The majority of high paid actors, music artist, athletes, judges, politicians,lawyers, sold their soul for all their false riches and they have been working tirelessly to get us to their side. They contribute nothing to our world they swim in an ocean of deceit and keep all their wealth,not helping any worldly causes just placed and photographed, unless they are slaves themselves and their lives are lies living in their devils hell. They are used in many facets to con us to confuse us, some of the actors and actresses that people hold in high regard are not the gender they display. This is all the work of the devil to trick us and make us believe a lie, when God told us the truth, and he is no where for us to listen to him because we bought into lies and trickery.
The deceits, lies go deep into our ways of life around the world. Our country our world is not what it is suppose to be. We have been incarcerated for centuries in invisible cages, with the illusion of freedom and the beauty, the abundance that was ours has been hidden, stifled from us.
I understand now that ones words and actions should align otherwise you are polluting the universe. We are energy emitting positive or negative energy. If you are love you are the expression of it, mind body and soul, you have free will, the choice to feed yourself properly with all that is love, real and good, truthful, the tree of life. Or you choose from the fruit of knowledge and spread disease.
I reside in the state of Florida, of the united states of america, so I can only speak of the laws, the false made up control where I live, and the 50 states that all this resides in my immediate reality. I understand the big picture affects our whole world.