Day: July 11, 2017

Emotional Emotions, Moods, Feelings

Our emotions, moods, feelings are separate, yet intertwined.  There is a lot going on in our head,  and our heart.  We have many cognitive responses in and out through our head and body constantly, not including all the data, stimuli , and emotional clutter we fill it with.

I am becoming more sensitive and clearer about making my life calmer, more peaceful, amidst  the chaos/clutter that surrounds me. I am choosing to clean and reprogram,eliminate the clutter, negativity that has weighed me down. I define clutter as the negative junk we fill our brains with, unhealthy storage, negative emotions that we nest in our brains . We put it there, we can take it out. Each of us has our own clutter , experiences, memories, good and bad, it seems that many of us let the bad overshadow and dominate the good.  The most powerful paralysis in our life is the clutter we fill our brain with, repeating, processing  all our past stored  occurrences. I guarantee many of us are stuck, repeat, or hold on to all the bad feelings, hurts, fears and it distorts what happens in our present, day to day occurrences.  Our attitude and choices  towards everything is a big key to our true freedom  of  how each individual sees the world, interacts, reacts to the input and out put of their reality that surrounds them.

I am choosing to say yes to love, caring , sharing, and keeping my mind free of clutter(ugliness).  I think holding on and saving all the un needed , blinding forms of  clutter( anger, heartache,ect..) distorts our reality and stops us from being truly present in our day, or in the present period !  There is a lot going on around us to process, however, what we choose to take in I believe is the light or darkness we extend out to the world. I do  not want anything to taint my daily choices or experiences. I want to let the sun in each and every day. I am graced with the miracle of life and love, and I am to responsible to represent this love and pass it  on through my worldly interactions around me.   Thank you God for never leaving me, even though I abandoned you for a little while.

Going Between 2016 and Today

So today is July 11, 2017 and I am at such a different place in my life, and how I view the world around me.  I am remembering me.  I have always felt gracious, throughout my journey,  even though I had feelings, emotions of unresolved issues, or brain, heart weight holding me down(incarcerating me).  I have had those feelings, emotions towards family, towards friends and men that I had relationships with.  So I had to go within myself and take a hard look at all this clutter (decisions, interactions, outcomes) and forgive it, resolve it, to the best of my ability and move it out of my positive heart, mind and body space.  We make ourselves ill thru emotions, fear, nutrition and the choice of to  love or to hate(spin in negative emotions, negative energy). I, as well as all of us on earth, were made perfect, out of love, and I am choosing to get back to that, the credit is to God, in his infinite love.  We have left him in the dust, as I believe other civilizations before us did as well, instead of having love for human life and mother earth, we repeat destruction instead of treating all that is living with love, care, and protection. Remember God gave us free will, now what each individual does with it, is another story.  I am sorry to say that we are not doing a very good job, we are the majority and we are not fighting for all the beauty that was given to us ( well in fairness, it was squandered by the devil, he has been working really hard to destroy it all)  I hope we wake up, look at ourselves, clean all the devils inner workings out of each one of us, and be who we were always created to be, stop all the hate and horrible destruction to mother earth and our fellow man.

I think heaven on earth has been hijacked from us. The devil has made this his playground, he has been ruling what he has had access to so a lot has been controlled, concealed, weaponized against us (governments,politicians, lobbyist,central banks, federal reserve, nasa, intelligence agencies, court systems,religion, education,medicine, financing,  etc…..)  however, that famous quote  by  Edmund Burke, ” The only thing necessary for the triumph of evil is for good men to do nothing“.  So how is it that with all these religious versions, churches, synagogues we are at where we are in the world?  Humanity has taken a dive and we did it, we bought into the controlled agenda of the devil, he dominates and we followed.  We are not uniting to stop this destruction, we are accomplices to all the destruction.  If  each one of us spoke to God and asked him to forgive us and to purify our soul, to be an image of him, emitting positive energy flow, we are amazing energy when we are each aligned with love, with his word( a couple )we could achieve wonders together as a majority !

Quote by Mahatma Ghandi, ” Be the change you wish to see in the world”

Golden Rule “Do unto others as you would have them do unto you”

It starts with you and I, and if we each put out positive love energy, nothing can stops us, not even the devil or his followers. The faith of a mustard seed  my brothers and sisters !