I just started balling. I think I may have found a friend of mine that I have thought of over the years. I have reconnected with a couple of good friends recently, however this one in particular broke a little piece of my heart. I lost contact many years ago. I do not know what the outcome will be, I will try my best and pray for the best. It has been so long that I wonder if she has changed, I do not think so, not her foundation. Of course with years that go by, new experiences, new additions, subtractions, what we choose to keep or extract from our lives modifies us. Things that were important before, become less important, vice versa. She will always have a special place in my heart, she made an imprint and I will always be grateful.
When you lose touch with friends and you reconnect it is nice to feel that even though there was a loss of time, connection, involvement, missing out on each others journey through life, that the bond, the love is still there. I do not have that many friends however the ones I do have are the best, I treasure them.